Love is Horror
I haven't fully let you go yet,
It is the hardest thing to do.
Give up on someone you love
Lose the hope that we up built together,
What happened to forever?
When did you decide to never love me again?
Why did you leave and never return?
I'm okay, I know I'm okay without you.
I sit day after day distracted at the thought of waking up to your perfectly structured face.
Tears may fill my eyes from time to time. I just miss you more than you know.
Nobody heard the promises we kept but it seems everyone has the same opinion.
He's not worth it, he treated you badly.
I know that. I know this.
Please just let me grieve.
The loss of you was an ache that has not yet vanished.
It has been months, 7 1/2 months to be exact.
I still wake up to the thought of you. I still close my prayers by thanking God for you.
You were here so long, so long.
I do miss you and I always will.
But it's time to let go.
I know it's time.
Holding on just hurts to much.
So here we are at the end of times. You're tied to a rope and I'm pulling, yanking you back to me, but when you're close enough to see me, I see you but she's there. She's pulling your hand away from me. She's beautiful you know. You're smiling but at the future. I slowly let go of the knotted rope, my hands burnt from friction. Tears stream down my face as I watch you and her start the beginning of life together. I'm still holding the rope but the knot is coming lose. I have almost given up, lost all hope, but I am still letting go, I'm sorry. -Hannah Hartwig
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